THANK YOU DEAR

have you ever...
felt lonely cox all your friends have no time for you?

have you ever...
tried scrolling through your phone book but couldn't find anybody to go out with you?

have you ever...
walked around with the intention of shopping but failed to get anything in the end?

have you ever...
watched a movie alone all by yourself on a Saturday afternoon?

That was what happened to me just now.

Have been slightly moody for the past week cox of some stuff. went out wif summer and gang last night to unwind and chill out.. reached home pretty early..den went to bed. funny thing was that i couldnt manage to wake up today. was supposed to be in school @ 1pm today cox had to help bring my school Chinese Drummers to Millenia Walk for a performance. Woke up @ 12.35pm (thanks to dear for waking me up), bathed and rushed to school.

after the performance ended, i decided not to follow the school bus back but instead walk around on my own.. my original intention was to find friends to go for either tea or go walk around etc.. but none was free... i msg countless friends.. but all either busy wif bfs, friends, or revision for exams.. of cox there were a few who were free to go with me, but i din feel like having to entertain them so i din reply them... there were others who were free only @ night.. asked me go sing and drink etc.. not relli interested too cox i have been singing for the past 3 nights liao... starting to get a bit sick of KTVs...

in the end ... i walked ard Marina Square.. tot of indulging and pampering myself by getting something... but i found nothing to my liking. finally, i walked into Golden Village and bought myself a movie ticket for the show - Just Like Heaven.

a show which would have been greatly enjoyed by couples. and lots of tearing cox of the romantic plot.. but in the end i watched the entire romance movie by myself, with the company of a cup of Iced Lemon Tea and a Cheese Hotdog. The next 1.5 hours was not too bad cox at least the movie took off all thoughts on my mind for a while...

for a moment, i wondered... y was i so ke lian? why does everyone seem to have someone to be with except me?

jux then, dear msg me to ask what time my movie would end... and i tot: if only dear could appear.. it would be soooo nice... i would give him a really BIG hug...

den after the movie, i called dear.. heard from the background that he was on the train.. den he told me he was on his way down to meet me.. to bring me for dinner...

i was REALLY REALLY touched. SOO touched that i cried.

i din care if many pairs of eyes were looking at me.
i din care if my makeup was ruined.
i jus din care.

when dear appeared , i really gave him a big, long hug.

den he brought me to NO SIGNBOARD Restaurant @ the Esplanade for a sumptous meal of CHILLI Crab, Fried Mantou and Kailan...

it was really YUMMY... and HEARTWARMING..

despite his revision schedule and having to sit for 5 more papers in the next 2 weeks, dear came all the way down jux for me when he sensed that something was wrong... he even accompanied to shop @ Suntec, and we bought a total of 3 things within an hour! (a jersey for each of us, and a handbag for me)...

THANK YOU DEAR, and i mean it, from the bottom of my heart.

I Love You Soooooooooooo much.