SICK

i'm in the worst shape now than any other time in my life this year.

S.S. - SUPER SICK with a fever that wont seem to go away, an itchy throat (most probably due to the soft-shell crab which i ate yesterday), a super big patch of blue-black (or rather red-black) on my left thigh due to the 'fierce' massage which i went for with mummy yesterday, coupled with giddy spells and a sensitive nose.

how 'suay' can one get? trying to slp but 'forced' to wake up in the wee hours of the morning, due to non-stop perspiration and a super aching body...

sheeezz.

also spoke to a friend whom i have not been in touch wif for quite some time.. apparently, her bf and her were having some problems so i played Aunt Agony. This guy has not been wanting to meet up with her for the past 2 weeks, attributing x amount of reasons.. work, tired, sick, etc... but blames the state of their relationship on my friend for not meeting up with him regularly.

my friend's pretty upset as well as disappointed cox he refused to reply her sms for the 1st time yesterday. a simple msg to confirm if he was meeting her turned out to be disastrous.. though no blows were exchanged, the relationship and the 'trust' factor, as well as committment issues certainly became 'on the rocks'.

after listening to her, the final strategy which we came up wif was to be patient and jux wait for him to call her. if he doesnt (in the next 24 or 48hrs), then itz a confirmed GAME OVER case.. my friend's the sort who would not wan to drag things but simply settle outright and move on from there. Though there are many signs indicating that something fishy is happening on the guy's side, However, i'm worried that my friend might once again be blinded by this exact same love who stirred up quite a storm in her life sometime back.

i hope my friend can settle this asap.. can't help much except provide a listening ear.... girl... if u're reading this, stay firm and pls do not be swayed by 'unforseen circumstances'. you are a clever girl who knows what will come out of this relationship if this persists. Wake up. Face reality. U can be better off without him. ok?

back to my sickness. woke up @ 9am, ate brunch wif mummy den did some packing as well as some work. went back to slp till now. gg to bathe soon and go meet dear dear...

i feel terrible inside. but i don wanna be cooped up @ home. i hope i am strong enough to face all the 'storms and weathers' of life.

pls let me recover soon... i have got tuition, pedi and plans to go clubbing on tue wif janice, gg to the massager with mummy again on wed, tuition and interview for the NIE award on thu, and back to ZPS to do up the CME board with Gina on Fri...

managed to buy the coloured tapes for my kid's workbooks, did up some lesson plans, teaching materials too. gonna recee for ideas to do up the 'care for my eyes' notice board... if u have interesting ideas on how to decorate a P4 classroom notice board with interesting information and pictures on caring for your eyes, pls pls pls do drop me a tag k...

i nid to get my butt off the pc now.. off to bathe... see ya in a while dear... muackz...