CONFUSED

yesterday was like a roller coaster ride for me.

had CL dept mtg in sch... a great chance for me to understand the hod better, as well as vice versa... even rcd some compliments frm her... a v fruitful meeting i would say...seems like the HOD has some plans in store for me when term begins... hopefully i can live up to her expectations.. guess i m v v fortunate to be in a familiar environment and with familiar pple .. seems like some of my classmates are being 'sabo-ed' in their schools.. kenna lots of CCAs, lots of external things to do etc...

after the mtg, also checked the nie portal x times for my results... but kept telling me it was not ready.. den i left sch to meet dear @ suntec to collect the stamps which yan and i ordered... den we went B.K. for lunch... and guess wat?

RESULTS WERE OUT.

i got 2Bs and 1 A for my final semester, graduating with 2nd lower class Honours.

happy? disappointed? both, i would say.

to be honest, i am v v happy to get honours, but at the same time i wished that i could have done better, mayb a 2nd upper? :o(

anyway.. reality is reality.

but i'm v v thankful to janice gal gal for helping my check my results... and of cox dear dear for being by my side the whole of yesterday.. dear dear bought me a skirt too to celebrate my results... had yoshinoya @ bishan b4 heading home while dear went to meet his friends...

came back, sorted out my tots b4 gg to sleep... no matter wat, my grades are reality. i shall jux look forward to 'bright' future in ZPS.. and hope that everything will be smooth-sailing for me when term starts...

and of cox... i miss all my friends ... sooo much... luckily my msn is finally up... i miss chatting with my friends... i miss pubbing and clubbing days... i miss late night suppers... but i'm glad to be home , with my mum, and of cox, to be with dear dear....

got a few interesting quotes to share:

*thou will only learn to appreciate things after thou have been thru it the hard way*

*thou whom u love the most is the one whom thou think of during ur saddest moments and not your happiest.*

*Reality sets in after all the infatuation and imagination have been cleared. Take the opportunity to realise what you have missed out or neglected, and treasure them before u lose them forever.*

off for dinner now.. back for more updates tonight...