HOMOSAPIANS

mind's a total blank now.

lots of tots n ideas running thru my mind @ this very moment.

wat to eat later. how to dance later. where to go later.

filled with tots of happiness, a tinge of sadness and lots of uncertainty.

BUT

as i m typing this now, the 'volcano' in my dept has suddenly erupted again.

ping ping piang piang .... slamming books on the table. flipping papers as if they have angered 'her'

nonsense again. this time, over some stupid 'namelist'. marksheet for the P5 oral exams on Mon n Tue.

though no names have been mentioned, why do i have a strong feeling itz targetted towards me?

“我是不会接受的。如果她要的话，她可以自己来问我的！”

wtf. wth. gns.

haiz. CHILDISH. IMMATURE. MADNESS.

i hate it.

very very much.

thks for jus ruining my Wed. but wait. i WONT let you ruin MY Wed. i am gg to be a happy teacher!

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oh ya, jux found out from dear that beks is in NUH.. admitted last night... i hope nothing's wrong and she can be discharged reeeeel soon... ;op

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why are homosapians such complex individuals?

you noe.. when you visit the casinos with cash chips.. the main motive is still to win. better still, hit jackpot. the kind where you win 10 times, 20 times or 100 times!

in some cases, you treat gambling as a past time.. and it doesnt matter whether u win or not. so ... you may get back the original chips you started with after a long duel of win win lose lose win lose win lose. so there's no win nor loss incurred. back to square one.

in the not-so-lucky situations, the hopeful you might lose a lil bit more than wat u started with. you want to recoup, but you are sensible to apply the brakes and you save yourself... you stop before you burn your hands further.

worse case scenario? the word 'lose' doesnt appear in your dictionary. when you play, all you want is to win, win and win. thus, you play big, lose big and eventually lose everything, change more $$, lose again, and only stop when u become really broke.

wat kind of a gambler are you?