ME AND MY TOTS

finally i have time to blog.

i don mean blogging abt my trip, friend's bdae etc.. i mean blogging abt how i feel. emotionally, physically and mentally.

jux got my posting yesterday... i'm gg back to Zhonghua Primary School...reporting on 24th May 2005... 4 day wk before the sch closes for the Jun holidays...

v elated.. cox it means i don have to go back to that freaking school in the east which i dislike... not reely dislike. but i jux cannt seem to blend into that sch despite being there for only a short period of abt 1 mth? the culture is sooo diff frm ZHPS.. well... that was 2 yrs ago... but anyway... ZHPS is near my hse, has got a BIG teacher's table, nice principal and hopefully the nice collegues are still ard... wat more can i ask for?

itz been exactly a week since my trip ended on 4th May... wat have i done? nothing much i guess.. giving tuition almost everyday cox itz the SA week for my tutees... apart from that, had a relli fun time celebrating K's bdae.. went JB wif my mum to attend a makeup course and to celebrate mother's day.. met up wif Yan and went singing... den basically itz tuition tuition and more tuition... tonight i'm finally gonna meet dear..feel guilty for neglecting him but i've really got too much things on my hand than i can handle... tom night is TTC night out with Janice, James and the rest of the gang.. friday's sister night.. so what's the final time and place to meet huh?

i feel v drained and tired. suddenly i long for some quiet time to myself. w/o having to entertain anything or anyone in school.. itz the holidays.. gimme a break..

and now that posting is out, i need to find a really good time to break the news to my tutees... hopefully they will be understanding enough to let ger ger replace me after june... got to find a gd time to tell them...

been slping late these days.. i have a feeling my biological batteries are gonna deplet real soon. and when tat happens, i wonder how i will take it... i really cannot take it anymore liao...

i miss teaching days... i miss schooling days... i miss the days hanging out with friends... quality time with dear dear... as well as going shopping with mummy...

i juz wan to lead a normal life. is that so difficult?

forgive my dear friends if i seem to have been MIAing... or if i have not shown concern abt ur life.. i care, i really do.. itz jux that i am super screwed up myself too.... once the storm is over and the rainbow's out, i promise to catch up wif u guyz and gerz k!

miss all of you... but now.. i gtg grab some food b4 i go for tuition.. got a feeling i'm gg faint soon..

someone save me....