A DISAPPOINTING DAY

i nid to blog. and get it off my chest. or else i suspect i will be hyper-ventilating very soon.

had an absolutely disappointing day in school.

for some reasons, i din manage to get good sleep yesterday. perhaps tatz y i went to school feeling irritated.

to add on to it. my Primary 3s were the last period of the day. when i went in , they were v rowdy. so i punished them and got them to stand. den Ignatius, my noisy maker started his nonsense again.

i got soooo irritated tat i WALKED out of the class. to my office. (thinking back, it was really rash of me to do that... imagine the P happened to walk around and saw the class w/o a teacher... omg..)

den i finally walked back to class 10 mins before school ended. punished them and threatened to keep them till 5pm. den donnoe y my tears started to trickle down. tears of disappointment i think. tom's their compo paper liao and i wanted to revise with them. but they were sooo noisy that i could not stand it. SUPER pek chek with them.

den one by one they starting coming forward to apologise to me. i sort of cooled down but i din show it.. i finally dismissed them @ 1.05pm and brought them down to queue for their bus. In the end, 2 boys missed their bus, started crying.. luckily another bus driver saw them n sent them back...

when i walked back to the staff room, my loud-mouthed colleague was laughing *wickedly* again... over some silly joke.. wah lao.. all the more pek chek loh.. den i walked to toilet thinking of cooling myself down..

when i came back, one of my students' mother was waiting me outside the staff room. she den proceeded to nag and lecture me about letting my kids off late.. how she gt rush and prepare food for her daughter cox she nids to go for extra lessons like tuition etc..

in the midst of our conversation, i donnoe why i teared again. JUS couldn't take it liao loh. the parent nv scold me, jux feedback to me.. den when she saw me tear she also v scared .. cox she nv scold me but i still teared... in the end she left.. den i had to rush off for weekly Contact Time.. lagi worse... after CT still had to train my kids for the competition this Sat...

but after taking a few deep breathes, i'm fine liao. more or less i guess.

it's another eye-opening experience for me. i know what i should do liao, or rather, what i should not do.

off to tuition now. thks dear for tolerating the 'moudly wa'... muackz