written by a good friend of mine.

The past days were the most terrible of my life. He gave that reason, that we would be done with becos of his life's greatest passion. BUt, how can? I thought, that we be seperated, for the every thing that taught us to love. then i reslised that all this time, when we were supposed to be trying, u already gave up and started planning, for that future u thought would suit u best, and left me there behind, alone on the tracks.
how could u? who said we were meant to be, and claimed that ur love would never leave, left me with such a lame reason that I thought and assumed with trust that yes that was why we could never be. And then came that one day, so fated it was meant to be, that I saw u so happily, barely days from our break, holding the hands of another gal that I never knew existed till I laid my eyes upon her. U could never imagine the pain n hurt u made me carry, my heart burst upon that sight, that moment of u so happily when I should be the one sharing ur joy and there I was left on the spot, with the world running pass and u and her walking by.
We were meant to be, were supposed to be, but we lost it, so much for my happy ending. So much for that little dream, of our own school, own house with puppies we love and nicole-to-be. No pls dun, dun ever share that name with her, not that name we painstakingly thought of for our future first gal. Painful as I am now, I had no choice, for that man who claimed his love for me, had betrayed my love and did that cos he felt was the right thing to do. Anger, fear and pain, so filled my heart and mind I really wanted him dead. Yet yes, I understand that reap what he had sowed and one day, he would regret for all the pain he brought o endless gals for all the hearts he broke and assumed he was the one hurt. One day it will come, for though he believed in god, he never understood what it meant, pathetic creature so clueless of life, still floating around assuming he is right. so immature and childish he is when he could have been that mature lover one would love to be with. God has it planned for u my dear, u failed his test with your immaturity becos of ur unwillingness and selfishness to bring together god and love and to be that one man to bring one more into god's hands, u failed him terribly my dear and for that, u will be founded with a life that u deserve. What lies in there I shall not mention, for only you will know what you have done. I am no man of ur god, but i believe in his existence and his fairness and justice in every being. I believe he will bring u what u deserve and for that its no less than pain and agony that u brought upon others. u deserve no love nor joy, u crushed me and drained me dry, leaving me exhausted in a losing battle in hope of u returning till that day I saw how u have lied. And now I shall stand up, no matter how painful, u do not deserve my love like u used to. god has it planned for u my dear, u cant hide from god, he knows ur sins and not all sins can be undone by simply confessing, some brings back retribution. and for that I shall leave it in the hands of fate, u ruined endless happy endings, what makes u think u will have a happy one? enough said, the chapter has ended. -j-